I have been working with this card for the past couple of days. God is so much to me. His spirit is everywhere. God is Hope, Strength and Peace. At the present time, I am in panic attacks over what is happening to me. My blood pressure is high and I am having to take extra doses of my medications. I worry about how much damage that is going to do to my kidneys. I am powerless over lot to the stuff that is going on and I have to keep the focus on just for now.
